Is it possible to love with a rational mind? [Subtitles by DramaFever]
We're here.
Go on in.
You should let my hands go then.
- Can we go around one more time? - We went around three times already.
- We've been doing this for an hour. - Let's just go for a walk.
Let's go. Let's go.
Little bit more. Little bit more!
- Now we're really going home, right? - Okay. Let's go.
This kind of walk wasn't the first in my life.
10 years ago, I had a similar experience with Seok Hyun.
This will be the last walk for sure. I have to stay up all night at school today.
- Okay, then let's go back to class. - Okay.
I'm really going home now.
I guess you should.
I'm pretty sure that this kind of walk isn't the first in Ji Hoon's life either.
He might be thinking of his past love just like I am.
Every present love always overlaps with the past love.
You can see me tomorrow morning at home.
- Close your eyes. - Why?
Because I'm going to kiss you.
Bye.
Cunningly, a woman in her 30s tends to imitate her past love.
Close your eyes.
- Why? - Because I'm going to kiss you.
Close your eyes. I'm going to kiss you.
Maybe his kiss was also imitated by his past love.
This moment wasn't the first time either.
What do you think? It's kimbob that your innocent girl made.
I made fried tofu sushi.
Oh, Lord. He's even good at cooking.
It's kimbob! No wonder why I smelled the sesame oil.
- That's yours. - Are you going on a picnic with LP guy?
No. I'm going to the orphanage with him.
You're so mean. You're giving him the good shaped one and the ugly ones are mine?
- The ugly ones are usually good. - Why don't you give him good ones, then?
- I'm going now. I might be late tonight. - Bye.
Poor you. Your life is ugly.
What are you talking about? The ugly ones are usually good!
Sure. You eat all of them.
Did she notice that her bike is broken?
I fixed the dented basket attached to the bike. Just letting you know.
- Thank you. - Just eat.
Even if every moment wasn't my first time, my heart still fluttered as if it was.
So I think every love can be called the first love.
- Wow! It looks delicious. - Wow! it looks delicious!
This is what I made and that's what he made.
- They all look good. Thank you for the food. - Thank you for the food!
- Let's eat. - Enjoy the food.
Kimbob is so good! She's amazing, isn't she?
Kimbob is so-so.
Is it not good?
The homework you helped me with was all wrong. My teacher yelled at me.
It was pretty hard.
- Ji Hoon doesn't get it wrong. - She's a musician.
You can ask for help for your music homework, right?
She can't even sing.
And Ji Hoon's food is more delicious.
But she helped you take a bath and even did your laundry.
You're strange. You're always taking her side.
And whey you two went to do laundry, he held her hand.
I saw you two hugging.
Did you guys really hug? If you hugged a girl, you should get married.
Yeah, you're right. We're going to marry.
Really?
No, it's not that.
It is. We're going to marry.
You're a liar! You promised me that you'd marry me.
Da Yeon, that's because you nagged me to marry you.
She will be my bride so try to get along with her, okay?
You tell me. Are you really going to marry him?
Well...
- I should think about that. - Then marry me, Ji Hoon.
- Don't marry her! - Don't marry her!
Don't!
- I was kidding. - The kids were kidding.
I think you really meant it. You never thought of getting married?
Of course, I have. I'm 33.
Okay.
I was just shocked. It hasn't been that long since we started dating.
How long do you think you have to date somebody to get married?
Even if I date for 10 years or 1 year, I don't think the time really matters.
- That's right. - Do you want to marry early?
- I don't want to be alone. - That's why I try to stay with you.
That's not enough.
You should be with me every morning I wake up from sleep.
And you know I like kids. Don't you think I can be a good father?
Then why did you say no?
You told me I can break up with you if I want to date somebody. What else did you say?
Did you really believe that?
I'll just cancel everything I said about that.
I can't let you go to Seok Hyun! Why would I do that when I love you so much?
So you're going to marry me, right?
- I'll think about it. - Don't just think. Let's do it.
- Marry me. - You're cute.
I'm not cute. I'm manly.
You haven't answered yet. So are we doing it or not?
- I should do it so you won't bug me. - You just said you will do it, right?
You did say that!
At this point, it's totally different from my past love.
How is it different? Do you want to marry him?
I think I do. And I already said I would.
What if your marital compatibility isn't good?
- You haven't slept with him yet either. - If his kiss is good, that's gotta be good.
Don't worry.
So do you like his kiss?
Not just his kiss. He makes me feel so loved.
He lets me feel how precious I am to him.
When he smooths my hair, when he looks in my eyes, and when he smiles at me.
I feel like I'm being loved by him. He makes me feel that.
Yeah. Maybe this is what we all want, not Mr. O.
- Mr. O? - Orgasm.
The reason why I can't still get over Kim Deok Soo is this one memory.
The memory of when he protected me from a car on a street.
Yeah.
It's been a very long time since I've gotten that feeling.
Why can't men do that simple thing?
Yoon Seok Hyun was very good at that! Who can be better than him?
Yeah.
Maybe Seok Hyun was better than Ji Hoon.
I liked his eyes better and he's gorgeous when he smiles.
But the problem is he does that to everybody.
He did that to you. Even to Na Hyun.
You have no idea how jealous that makes me.
Being in a relationship is being a special person for each other.
Not just a random person out of so many, aren't I right?
But you're doing exactly the same thing to LP guy.
He might be jealous because you are with Seok Hyun.
In the same house.
We didn't build this house just to live together.
My mom and his mom built this a long time ago so we're just living here.
Do you see this yard? We're only sharing this.
You see the doors over there? It's divided into two houses.
The left one is my house and the right one is his house.
Isn't the left one your house?
Sometimes, we share the doors. Sometimes.
- Why did you come out from my house? - It's not the first time.
Ji Hoon, this is my neighbor.
I'm Shin Ji Hoon.
I'm Yoon Seok Hyun. I've heard a lot about you.
Come over her house sometimes. She gets bored a lot.
What am I saying now?
- When are you going to invite me? - When should I? What's good time for you?
-Why are you asking me? -Aren't we having a BBQ in the yard?
You should make a fire with charcoal.
Yeah, a BBQ. Sounds good.
Am I crazy? I'm not doing that for him.
I don't care about food. I just want to be with you.
Do you just want to eat some spaghetti here then?
You eat that everyday. Set a date and tell me.
- Let's drink some Soju. - Okay.
- Then I'll see you later. - Where are you going, Seok Hyun?
I'm going to buy some milk.
It's going to be so fun, right?
- Can I really invite him? - Yeah, when is he coming?
Then let's have lunch tomorrow.
It's going to get hot making a fire with charcoal. Wouldn't night time be better?
I don't know if he can empty his cafe at night time.
- Okay. Then let's have lunch. - Thank you, Seok Hyun.
What's wrong with you? You're cleaning the house.
Ji Hoon is coming today. It'd be better if the house is clean.
- Give it to me. - Are you going to help me?
You go clean your bathroom. The mirror is dirty.
Ah! My bathroom!
I don't have to clean up for them.
- Seok Hyun. - Why?
- What should I do with the backyard? - What about it?
[Yeol Mae & Seok Hyun] We should erase this, right?
He's not going to come here and look at this.
He knows we dated before. I don't want him to feel uncomfortable.
Should I just paint over it?
Why are you so picky about scribbles that we did when we were 7?
Do you like him that much?
It's not that. It's a precious memory for me but it's not good for him to see this.
Okay. I'll cover this.
Yoon Seok Hyun, do you have any true feelings in your heart?
Yeol Mae. Joo Yeol Mae.
What do you think? You like it?
Fine. you're so pretty, you innocent girl.
Why are you laughing?
Something funny happened to me.
Ji Hoon called me an innocent girl.
No way.
I know it's nonsense. But he called me an innocent girl.
I'm so cranky, selfish and mean.
Would Ji Hoon be disappointed if he finds out my real personality?
Would I have a fight with Ji Hoon in the middle of Myung Dong street like I did with you?
I tried to pick a fight with you when that happened.
You don't usually yell at me or pick a fight unless I do that first.
The fight we had wasn't your fault.
You were sensitive about our marriage problem and so was I.
I caused the problem.
So don't blame yourself for that fight.
And Yeol Mae, your personality isn't selfish, cranky or mean.
- You weren't when you were young. - How was I when I was young?
You were pretty, nice, and innocent. You are an innocent girl.
Really?
The reason why you became selfish and mean was because of me.
I'm glad you know that.
When I'm with him, I become a very nice person. There's nothing I get mad about!
Yeol Mae... Yeol Mae...
The reason for the bad part of your personality is because of me.
You only yell and scream at me because I start fights.
I'm glad you know that.
But you gave me a lot of hurt feelings!
You did so many bad things to me! You should regret what you've done to me forever.
Hey! You've gone too far!
Did I only do bad things to you? Think about the good things that I've done!
Fine, I know it's my fault when I said I wasn't going to marry you.
But except that, what did I do wrong?
I even said I'd give you my liver if you were sick.
You didn't give me the love that I wanted so badly.
And don't yell at me from now on. I'm not going to yell at you either.
I'm an innocent girl now. So don't yell at me or start a fight with me.
And look now. We're not very good for each other. We always fight.
And we won't stop until we see the worst.
An innocent girl? He's out of his mind.
He should know how mean she is!
What? What is it now?
- It's your turn to do the dishes today. - I'm going to do it later!
Stop. Make your voice stronger. And drummer, try to balance with the others!
Let's try again. Do it right this time.
- I think they're trying to screw me, right? - Yeah.
Excuse me. If you guys keep doing like this, I can't use your song for the movie.
Dude, where else do you think we can get this kind of music?
- Just take it easy on them. - Get off. It's taking me forever.
I don't feel small at all.
Do you think I don't know what heavy metal is?
If I told you about the concept for the movie then you should follow that.
I told you to play your music at your concert.
Guitar, I told you you're not performing live. Are you sure you checked the tune?
Vocalist, sing perfectly in tune.
Drummer, don't try to stand out. Balance with others.
You. How old are you?
Do we look that easy to you?
Do you want us to stop recording?
Are you going mad because you're afraid you can't make a song for a movie?
Why are you touching my drums without my permission?
- You signed my contract, right? - Yes, I did.
Do you want to fight here with me?
Looking scary won't do anything to me. I'm known as evil in this field.
I totally forgot that I'm an innocent girl.
Since he calls me an innocent girl. I have to be one.
I'm not saying I'm not going to respect your music.
Please tell me what kind of music you want to play first then I will..
- Big brother. - Big brother.
- Big brother.. - Big sister.
- Big brother. - What?
- Call us your big brothers. - You're as small as a bird's poop.
- Say it nicely. - Be polite.
Do it now.
Big brothers!~
Big sis!~
Don't say that again.
Let's try it one more time.
Let's go!
Yoon Seok Hyun, you're crazy. You shouldn't be doing this in this hot weather.
Yeol Mae, when are you coming?
- His two employees didn't come today. - What?
- Do you two want to die today? - He's sorry and so am I.
Then you should come alone. Do you want me to pick you up?
I can't go without him. I have to help him here and do the dishes. Bye.
You don't do the dishes!
Yeol Mae! Joo Yeol Mae!
- I'm so sorry. - It's okay. He'll probably eat alone.
- How should I help you? - It's okay for now.
I'm going to do the dishes.
- I'm here. - Hey.
It's so hot.
Are you as hot as I am now?
I got a book and organized the papers.
What's wrong?
Three spoons, three chopsticks and three wine glasses?
Yeol Mae isn't here now and I told you I'm going to eat out.
Were you going to invite LP guy here and eat together?
I'm usually perfectly good at everything but love triangles.
That's just irrational! It's not natural.
That's an excuse.
My life is so irrational. It's full of contradictions.
What should I do to return to my usual self?
How can you love somebody when you're being rational?
You can't do love sober.
Don't pretend to be smart and live doing what your heart wants to do.
- Can't you be honest? - Stop it.
This is the first moment in my life where I need somebody to comfort me.
If you're not going to eat, go inside. You might pass out.
I'll clean this up.
If it's not too much trouble, thanks.
Don't forget I have a crush on you.
Why are you having a one sided love? There's nothing in it for you.
- How can I help you? - Show me the size of that over there.
Okay.
It's the same thing.
Can I get 30% discount if I just buy one?
No, you have to buy both of them to get a discount. Since it's couple pajamas.
Give me both.
It's pajamas.
Why are you giving me this?
You helped me when I got drunk and I feel sorry about last time.
Oh, what's this?
It's just a book I'm reading.
It's the same place as mine.
Are you thinking of living alone?
Yeah, how did you know?
Once you decide to live alone, the first thing you worry about is your later years.
Don't you like this place?
Yeah. It's the best place so far.
I know! It's close to Seoul and transportation is good too.
Yeah. By the way, why are you going to live alone?
Come to think of it, marriage isn't something you must do.
I think I was brainwashed. Look at every drama.
Once a woman finds her true love, the drama ends.
Yeah.
Are you preparing anything else for your later years?
Such as a personal pension or an installment savings?
Yeah.
Wow, you've been preparing these meticulously. You're very meticulous.
Can I learn about these following your example?
Sure.
These pajamas are really comfy. Does this look good on me?
- Isn't he so weird? - He's a cute man.
How could he send me a picture of him in the pajamas?
How could you give him pajamas as a gift?
- Am I weird? - Yeah, very.
When is Yeol Mae coming?
At that time, I was with Ji Hoon obviously.
This is a song that I made for the first time.
I made this after I quit guitar class. So it's kind of bad in retrospect.
Keep that in mind before you listen.
- Hang on. - Okay.
- I can't come tonight. - She's with the LP guy.
- Tell her we'll go there. - Can we go there?
We want to see him. We should see him.
Do you want to meet him tonight?
- Hello. - Hello.
It's so nice to meet you. I heard you two haven't slept together yet.
What?
She's eagerly looking forward to it.
When did I say that? Watch your mouth!
He's not Yoon Seok Hyun.
So what? Ji Hoon should get used to this now.
Used to what?
Is this why you want to see him? Just go! Leave now!
- Isn't she so mean? - No. She's so nice and innocent.
She is?
No way! She's very, very far from being innocent.
You haven't seen that yet, have you?
Show yourself. Ah! Here's a beer for you.
- Cheers. - Cheers!
He doesn't drink beer.
If you drink all that beer, you might show him who you really are.
No. I'll show him next time.
Why not? Where are you now?
I gotta go. Bye.
She doesn't want us to meet him.
Then I'm going to sleep here tonight.
- Are you going to sleep here? - Yeah, I want to try to sleep here.
All right.
Jung Min.
How did you know I'm here?
I didn't know you were really staying here. So is this the place that you told me about?
I'll just go now.
I'll see you later, Jung Min.
I'm sorry. We don't have a driver who's willing to go that far at this hour.
Hello? Hello? Hello!
Don't you want some?
- How did you know I was here? - Is that important?
You didn't want to live with me because you want to stay in a place like this?
I can't take this.
Let's stop here. If I'm with you, I feel so stupid.
Who am I to you, Seon Jae Kyung?
- Jung Min. - Let's end this.
He wants to end this. I guess there's nothing I can do.
Hey, Mr. Kim.
Are you really going to a swimming pool tomorrow morning?
I don't even know if I can get home tonight.
Where are you?
Wait there. I'll pick you up now.
It's your home, Ji Hee.
Ji Hee. Ji Hee.
What do you think? Doesn't it get better towards the end?
The next song is..Oh! You probably heard this one before. I became famous because of this.
Listen.
You liked him a lot.
I didn't make you listen to the songs to think like that.
I wanted you to listen to them because I made these songs.
Aren't you curious about the songs I made?
I'm wondering how you lived before you met me.
Why did you appear in front me now?
You came into my life so late.
- Is it my fault? - Do you know how much I went through?
I should hit you.
If I saved your life at Africa, you should've found me right after that.
If you like me, you should come find me first.
How do I know where you are? How should I come find you? Huh?
So it's not my fault that I liked somebody before I met you, okay?
I should hit you one more time.
I don't think I can let you go tonight. Stay with me tonight.
Why are you not coming home yet?
Seok Hyun, I'm a co-author, right?
- Yeah. - Can I change the prologue a little bit?
Try it. But if I don't like it, I'm going to get rid of it.
Take a look at how I changed it.
Wait. I don't think I'm ready yet.
It's okay. Don't be nervous. Follow my lead.
Wait. I'd like to do this part.
I feel so excited when I do this.
Yeol Mae. Don't unbuckle his belt.
How's my scenario?
I don't like every single letter here.
I'm going to get rid of everything you wrote here.
Is it that bad?
Kang Na Hyun.
You go home now.
- Why? - Go home.
I'm going to live doing whatever I want to.
You're staying with me tonight, right?
Let's go then.
Yoon Seok Hyun.
It's okay. You can pick it up.
- Hey, Seok Hyun. - Yeol Mae, where are you?
I think you should come home early.
The power went out.
Yeah. Only the lights for the yard are fine.
Come home now. What are you doing at this late hour anyway?
Seok Hyun. Why is the power out?
I don't know.
Every light is out. How come only the lights for the yard are fine?
Because the electric wiring is different. Are you stupid?
Is it because the water is leaking in the basement?
I don't know. I can't go there since the power is out.
Go check downstairs with a light.
Dude, I might get shocked if the water is down there. Do you really want me to go?
I didn't want her to stay in the darkness alone.
She's stronger than you think.
She's a woman that I'm always worried about.
Can't we just sleep in the house?
Go inside then. It's really hot. The air conditioning isn't even working.
Then what do we do? There are three people but two tents.
What should we do?
Would you mind sleeping with Seok Hyun?
- Are you crazy? - I'm okay.
Are we in the army or something? I don't want to sleep with a man.
I really can't let her stay here now. You understand me, right?
You must be so happy to be honest.
The tent is for two people.
It's for two people when one of them is a woman. Not two men.
I'm really fine.
It's my tent so you don't have a choice.
Then what do we do? Do you want to sleep by yourself?
Fine. I'll just think I'm in the army again. I'll sleep with him.
- Are you going to be okay? - Yeah, It's going to be fun.
Do you know how pretty Ji Hoon's eyelashes are?
Especially his eyelid. He's so cute when he smiles.
And his butt. His butt is so sexy.
I don't think it's sexy.
Do you know how long his fingers are?
When I look at his fingers, my heart starts beating.
I'm so sorry. Why is everything fine?
Bye. Thank you.
Ji Hoon.
Seok Hyun.
It's a peaceful morning.
Wake up.
Mr. Kim. Mr. Kim!
Did we sleep here last night?
Yeah. Ji Hee, you're driving me nuts.
Why?
I couldn't sleep very well.
I turned the air conditioner on and off just in case you were hot.
And opened and closed the window.
I was so worried that something bad would happen to you sleeping here.
I'm so tired.
Not the kiss. Ji Hoon makes me feel that I'm being loved.
And lets me know how precious I am to him.
Right. This is what it is.
What?
It's this feeling. I've forgotten this feeling for a long time.
Mr. Kim, let's go to my house.
Why?
We should take a shower before work. And let's have breakfast.
The switch was off for some reason. That's why the power was out.
- Did he find the reason? - He said he doesn't know.
Hey. Yeah, I'm going there this afternoon.
Hang on.
Sorry. I have to send this file to the studio.
- Give me a glass of water. - Okay.
I hate her.
Continue eating. I gotta go upstairs. I'll be back.
Yeol Mae.
- Are you okay? - It hurts.
I hated her. I hated her so much that I didn't want to go see if she's okay.
- You think you can get up? - Shoot.
Let's go sit first.
Still, I had to see what they were doing.
I think it's all right.
Do you want to go see a doctor and take X-ray?
I'm okay, Ji Hoon.
Are you really okay?
In the past, Yeol Mae must've suffered because of me.
So I think it's very fair for me to suffer because of her now.
My head knows that.
But...
How many times have I told you to push in the chairs?
You're too easy going.
And your life style is so messed up. You've got many problems.
This isn't even your first time. Why can't you just fix it?
You should be in more pain, so you can fix your habit.
You're so mean!
Let's go to the hospital. Ride on my back.
I'm sorry but it's her other leg that got hurt.
Yeah. It's this leg.
It's swollen.
It's okay. I don't have to go to the hospital and I have to send this file now.
Where's your room? I'll walk you there.
I'm fine. It kind hurts me but it's okay to walk.
Be careful. Be careful.
You said you like her but you don't know which ankle she hurt?
I didn't see her when she fell down.
You should watch her very carefully.
You should get nervous.
I'm always nervous about her, but I trust her.
Would that trust have power?
I guess it has more power than some memories.
Do you really think so?
Yes, I do think so.
Memories belong to the past and trust belongs to the future.
I won't be her past that easily.
Yeol Mae and I have been present always.
Even if she's with somebody, or whether she loves or hates me...
at least I won't be her past.
You...
could be her past.
You probably will be.
Subtitles by DramaFever
There she is. Be careful!
- You'll be fine. - Did she get hurt badly?
- You stay here. - I'm coming with you.
Just listen to me!
One of them is that he's gay and the other one is he's impotent.
Why are you guys working here?
We didn't fight. We broke up.
That's so great.
- Where are you going? - Where are you going?
I don't want you to talk about him.
If you keep doing that, I can't see you.
If this keeps happening, we'd better break up.